tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-197418632012-01-26T23:30:39.480+08:00ORIJ GNINNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.comBlogger8531100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-51220481631866951952011-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:002011-07-01T21:50:19.044+08:00How long it was since I entered "blogger.com" in my address bar? A little more than a month, and so much had happened - both good and the bad. I have gotten myself a full-time job and I am also proud to say I have been handling things pretty well.
Today though, I'm feeling extremely upset.
To make the story short, I was invited for an interview, and of course, it was regarding our five Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-29511523785961060812011-05-24T04:28:00.003+08:002011-05-24T04:47:14.568+08:00I realized that I might be happier if I am with a girl.
OK, that was a crazy random thought.
It just struck me that I can't, and I don't know how, to use the sweet tone to males. It is a seldom or a never that I'm able to feel anything close to "omg falling in love is so friggin amazing" or the cliche "butterflies in your stomach" thing -- I'm just going to left feeling fucking irritated Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-33916077277193287192011-04-16T01:27:00.002+08:002011-04-16T01:45:41.336+08:00
And you guys know how much I adore it whenever JaeJung wears anything pink. ;D
It's too big, and too unfamiliar but something about the confinement is comforting and I am feeling at ease. The walls are painted a simple light grayish-brown; nothing is harsh, all flowing together in perfect harmony. I have the sense that I am at the beach, but the window is too far away and the peace I feel is Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-76876253710035861512011-03-04T03:55:00.004+08:002011-03-04T04:07:44.509+08:00
"He shot right through my heart." Best cheesy line for this picture ever lol. ♥
I graduated from the school being very proud of myself. I never, once, had the thirst of getting better despite being glad about my assignment. It certainly had been 2 long weeks -- the despair of losing my thumb-drive and having to re-do every single thing, the stubborn codes which refused to appear correctly, the Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-71987840957485414672011-02-01T03:23:00.001+08:002011-02-01T03:28:02.501+08:00
I don't want to exist any more; I want to drive this fork -that I'm holding- into my eye, twisting it around and around, gathering more flesh and blood around its tongs. Pain and fear will begin to pulse rapidly through my nerves and veins. Welcome home! I will say to myself. Into the dark! -Let's rejoice! Weep wounds weep! Rid yourself of this putrid body! Go, be free!
I can't let him Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-32685682284502414392011-01-26T19:26:00.000+08:002011-01-26T19:26:59.983+08:00 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KIM JAEJUNG! ♡
I know I'm late, but what's blog when there's Twitter? Most importantly when the boys are there and not here lol.
Still this is an entry for him, because there's a need to.
To the most awesomeest man alive, and that still doesn't do him justice.
He is hot, he had the body to die for, he is talented, he is dorky and clumsy, he is smart, and he is everything INingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-4905275598854092792011-01-18T01:06:00.001+08:002011-01-18T01:07:36.616+08:00
ただ泣いて泣いて泣いてKissしたまま、さよなら...
I was way too easy on myself. That I actually allowed, me, myself to get entangled in such a messy situation. I had completely got out of control and stepped onto the unfamiliar grounds which are forbidden. The terrible emotions brought me into reality that there's no point clinging onto nothingness and waiting for a miracle to happen.
You can't anticipate furtherNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-18635639057829481372011-01-14T13:34:00.004+08:002011-01-14T15:29:29.877+08:00Had the most ridiculous dream, maybe not the most yet, but my dreams had been getting rather silly lately; most of the time involving my brother who is enjoying his life and having fun at Malaysia at this moment.
It must be because I miss behaving all ridiculous with him; or I just miss him, simply.
Then again, the dream was about elephants. (Mr. Kim JaeJoong is always relevant in my life. Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-89028576069597660152011-01-08T04:13:00.001+08:002011-01-08T04:13:34.863+08:00It started out simply as a contract to be altered, now it had became an ugly war between ourselves and themselves and now, what's worse? The friendship lost.Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-59057297238752837142011-01-06T05:29:00.002+08:002011-01-06T11:21:11.622+08:00
The lengthy translations via twitlonger, they made me cry - too easily. It was depressing to know too much but you're the same helpless being.
Cassiopeia. Apart from being the largest fandom in the world, apart from how we never fail to give our boys' the biggest support and make them the number 1 on all charts, it was the unity we shared, our bond, our love and care towards each other Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-25183259813896878922010-12-27T06:46:00.000+08:002010-12-27T06:46:34.748+08:00Cassiopeia, thank you. Because our hearts had not changed. Because we are still here.Therefore, I can still see such pretty pictures of you, and them.
It was October when I opened a Microsoft Word file and read through my past TVXQ anniversaries' entries, preparing to write a beautiful entry for our precious boys - something which I had not been doing much these days. My habits had not change inNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-28204828460460167202010-12-23T16:07:00.009+08:002010-12-23T16:15:48.655+08:00
HAPPY TVXQ! DAY!
"During a virtual presidential election by MTV Korea, the group was voted as the "President of the Republic of Korean Music" among thirty other candidates by netizens. Because of this win, MTV and Boombox declared December 23 as “TVXQ Day”."
(lol I need to post the same thing every year)
I was reading my entries dated back 2 years ago and I realised how bitchy and awesome I Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-4427727915497520212010-12-22T03:25:00.002+08:002010-12-22T03:33:59.714+08:00A realization, a heavy fog that has been lifted.
I wander the paths laid out in my head and the paths across this land.
One way or another, I walk alone and I will come to an end.
There, I will be forced to make a decision at a halt, ending my existence as a wanderer.
For years I have felt so hallow, so void of emotion. But today I sit here with absolutely nothing to do, and I'm thankful for theNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-33715559581267920812010-12-16T00:41:00.003+08:002010-12-17T14:21:42.121+08:00
Will loving be the crime? Or, the suffering be the punishment?
I’m looking for an answer / If it is a nightmare, please wake me up
If I could only turn back the clock / I would smile once again
How are all the Cassiopeia today?
I thought of the line in Heading to the Ground that effected me deeply -- "The sun only rises when the sky is at its darkest. Therefore, the dimmer it is, the nearer we Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-14208151423551144412010-12-15T01:34:00.000+08:002010-12-15T01:34:47.778+08:00
When she continuously slept through the day and night, when she fully know she wasn't sleepy anymore but felt the need to sleep, thinking that she might just be merely too tired. When she was hungry during the day and night but chose to sleep it off, not that she did not feel the hunger, but she couldn't even feel the need to eat, not that she will die from it anyway.
It never occurred to her Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-64937914261286026522010-12-11T18:07:00.004+08:002010-12-11T18:13:29.274+08:00
Even though we’re out of sight / There’s no need to fear anymore
The heart has been through all the hard times / Now it’s okay to try smiling
Just smile at me like this moment / I will share with you my happiness / just like you
Now I can feel you / The only person that I love / Is that someone is you
Had been looping Christmas-y songs by After School and AKB48 (omfzg) since yesterday that I Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-24458708954947073612010-11-30T04:44:00.001+08:002010-11-30T04:55:33.863+08:00
while others say how his age is showing,
i say i love how he is slowly losing his prettiness and
becoming more manly each time we see him
i love his new hair by the way ^^
it made his handsome features stand out even more ♥
"Have you ever questioned why there were always big winds before the season which the fruits fully ripens?"
My religion mate asked me this the previous Saturday. I Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-10413842104167227092010-11-18T03:21:00.004+08:002010-11-18T15:25:48.532+08:00“별 별 별 별 별” = 5 stars = Cassiopeia
“There was a time when I thought fans were just fans. But I was wrong. Looking at the people who suffered hardships and enjoyed good times because of me, when I look back at myself, I’ve realized there were a lot of times when I suffered hardships and enjoyed good times because of our fans. We’re all natural beings~ There is no number 1, each of us has a Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-48660149750392013462010-10-18T01:39:00.000+08:002010-10-18T01:39:31.349+08:00
MC: "How many copies will there be for the luxury edition of 'The Beginning'?"
"Niiiiine niiiiine niiiine niiine niiiiiiiiiine~~~"
MC: "How many nines?"
"Fiiiiiiivee~~"
MC: "Five is a special number eh?"
Warning: Jaejoong bias.
I woke up on that day and still not feeling the excitement, I was so calm that I didn't even went to the airport to welcome them to Singapore. On the contrary, as Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-59845643220683178372010-10-16T02:33:00.001+08:002010-10-16T02:38:32.681+08:00
Our boys are so successful and I'm so proud, they have matured from bubbly personalities to a worldwide artist. This is their conscientious and concerted effort towards the end; their an earnest attempt. It really doesn't matter if they are JYJ or TVXQ which I've no idea why people were uncomfortable or picky about the whole thing when at the end of the story, they are just another group name.
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-71317833194290500872010-09-22T03:54:00.002+08:002010-09-22T03:59:54.677+08:00
那一道光芒,猶如你醉人的笑容,
活一世,總有不同的經歷与感受,
需要一盞明燈在寂寞孤獨的時候指引方向
順著你雙臂指引的地方, 一道光芒划過
從此
心中的一角有你填補 那五彩斑斕
殘喘的傷痛有你慰藉 那回眸百媚
孤獨也點燃了一盞明燈, 從此歡樂跳耀著閃現在每一個瞬間
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-36892958610422904042010-09-17T03:41:00.007+08:002010-09-17T04:01:19.168+08:00 "For you, it's separation. To me, it's waiting."— Jaejoong
Edit, edit, saved as draft, delete draft, new post, edit, save draft. I had too much thoughts in my mind that I can't even start off this entry in a proper manner. This is another attempt, the last one too, because I'm really determined to publish this.
Regarding the latest news, which I have no intention to include here at first, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-88108056482573466002010-09-08T15:26:00.002+08:002010-09-08T15:35:49.005+08:00Before I start this entry, I'm an attention whore so.... I've just created a Tumblr account: http://jejunie.tumblr.com/ (Y)
for all the cassies out there
It all starts unknowingly, like everyone else - you’ve stumbled upon some webpage, or watched some program on your television and went back to look them up. DBSK. Dong Bang Shin Ki, or Tong Vfang Xien Qi and TVXQ. You scrunch your Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-14136644472988351902010-08-28T23:33:00.002+08:002010-08-28T23:36:50.561+08:00
いつだって君に To You, Always
It does feel empty yes, but it is so breathlessly beautiful, nonetheless.
"なにを言ったらいいか わからない苦しみに
本当の言葉を 放りだしてしまいたくなってたんだ
なのにずっと愛は 変わらないままに
見えない絆 確かに繋いでいた
そう心が選ぶ道なら どこまでも歩いてゆける
あの日 Better make it through the loneliness
さあ思い出から 夢の続き探し始めてみないか・・・
Let’s start from our memories, searching for our dreams once more・・・"
Somehow, a continuation from this entry:
http://Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-44680776576193830532010-08-23T00:25:00.001+08:002010-08-23T00:31:12.383+08:00
"We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again."
- "W" Junsu / Jejung / Yuchun
To be honest, I don't really know how to start off with this entry. I'm so sleepy at the moment now at 10:26AM and I had not slept a wink the previous night but I feel like writing which I haven't for a long time due to the many assignments I had to complete. Maybe with a BoA's picture during the SM Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-9432479679008711852010-08-09T20:35:00.005+08:002010-08-10T04:20:44.762+08:00I'm late because I was too caught up with things, but...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
And just to be random, and because I haven't been random for 30934755757578676 entries, I'm loving this gif so effing much, that I went crazy this morning. Man, Yunho you are like officially my second love after Jaejoong now (it was Junsu previously). I love the both of you so much, individually, as well as a Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-5416338982548982632010-08-06T00:03:00.000+08:002010-08-06T00:03:09.539+08:00
The same person whom fans respect.
An outstanding artist with hardworking spirit.
Selfless personality who continues to help the unfortunates for 6 years.
Our leader.
I never realised something until I saw this picture.
I miss you. Especially so, today.Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-59794293633620562712010-07-29T03:02:00.004+08:002010-07-29T03:10:16.086+08:00
Something which should be posted since dinosaur years but I was too occupied.
Jejung jacket card, a gift from Linh after knowing I've gotten Yunho for my Best Selection jacket card. I don't know how to pen down, how sweet is she, how thankful I am. One of the hundreds, and millions of reasons why this fandom is just more than being amazing and how it isn't just another fandom. Thank you girl, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-84774753632823027822010-07-07T00:00:00.001+08:002010-07-12T09:37:41.516+08:00
Time flies, another year went past, and I was ridiculously late.
It must have been some telepathic thing, feeling like it was a special day and afterwards it struck.
July 07.
“This is Kim Jaejoong. Do you remember me? Almost two years ago...near the place...”
She never really liked the place; she thought that it was creepy, dark and cold and looked too much of how a nightmare was to begin.
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-75023880135596286212010-07-02T10:06:00.090+08:002010-07-03T05:20:42.436+08:00
My wings have lost their strength and the days only seem to be filled with sin.
I'm greeted with fragments of my poisonous dreams in the morning.
There's no sparkle.
For the first fucking time in my life, I lost my senses - all the faculties by which stimuli from outside or inside my body are received and felt. I was wretched and the emotions of misery and contempt engulfed me when I finallyNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-78242099340676241002010-06-30T14:00:00.002+08:002010-06-30T14:11:38.920+08:00小小的誓言還不穩 小小的淚水還在撐 你是不能缺少的部份 小小的手牽小小的人 守著小小的永恒
I'm so depressed and worried now, like hell, if the words "depressed" and "worried" can fully describe how I'm feeling at the moment.
He called, both of you were chatting joyfully, he doesn't leave a single hint to you what he planned the next minute, and suddenly, out of nowhere, he's gone, your good friend is gone and there, youNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-91309189149203801002010-06-27T05:11:00.002+08:002010-06-27T05:18:20.099+08:00He is sick and yet smiling so radiantly, cheese-ily melt my heart lol.
Like the glittering sun; when a flash of wind whirls around me
Something way too surprising and magnificent happened the day before yesterday. I was wondering the whole night how do I write occurrence of that special day down, without revealing too much especially when I was being told to kept quiet, yet not lacking the Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-30185849277815287982010-06-19T22:13:00.004+08:002010-06-20T03:15:16.961+08:00JYJ Thanksgiving Goods... (there are still 5 items which I ordered from mu-mo thus hadn't arrive yet lol)
The 2 extra shirts which hasn't been opened yet are for Mai. That chick is too busy to collect it from me. (Sigh, and my daddy mistook that I'm buying for my boyfriend. Like hell, how many times do I have to tell him that I'm married to Jaejoong already single.)
Thin cloths are preciousNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-10826889697441458312010-06-12T04:45:00.001+08:002010-06-12T04:47:17.761+08:00
A heartbreak isn’t like as loud as a bomb erupting.
It is as silent as a feather falling, but it makes you deaf all the same.
“But now you’ve recalled the taste of being happy.”“Then continue to be, until you know happiness like a friend, until it won’t lose hold of you again.”
3 years ago. It was like being bitten by a snake, one that rendered you unable to venture into tall grass again. It Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-70783209541857264432010-06-07T04:02:00.001+08:002010-06-07T04:07:46.722+08:00
I'm totally digging into this rocker apparels for the Thanksgiving concert. It's so sad that there are definitely a few high quality fan-cams but not photos.
I felt sincerely happy for the trio, maybe a little bitter-sweet, but more of the former. They could finally perform after so long, able to meet the fans again and the insecurities and worries they first had were chased away because manyNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-36403867591979386632010-05-31T04:58:00.003+08:002010-05-31T05:02:50.742+08:00
Oh no, yes, I'm aware that I haven't been updating for ages. It's so hard to get inspired when my only inspirations isn't around much. And yes, I blame Twitter too.
Was going through my 469447575 number drafts - my scattered thoughts which I find so hard to piece them into a complete picture.
This is extremely late but then
2105.
Thanks you(s). You guys know who you are. ♥
特殊的日子。这样，Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-53159767944639684542010-05-14T03:16:00.002+08:002010-05-14T18:15:24.193+08:00
那一道光芒, 犹如你醉人的笑容,活一世, 总有不同的经历与感受,需要一盏明灯在寂寞孤独的时候指引方向顺着你双臂指引的地方, 一道光芒划过从此心中的一角有你填补 那五彩斑斓残喘的伤痛有你慰藉 那回眸百媚孤独也点燃了一盏明灯, 从此欢乐跳耀着闪现在每一个瞬间
God knows why I suddenly broke down in front of my clique. I'm glad that they turn the situation into a comedy...
With the all spark gone we can not return life to our planet. Faith has healed in its reward. A new world to call home. We live among its people now, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-49878057362507536332010-05-10T21:32:00.002+08:002010-09-09T12:44:55.067+08:00
"believe, and our blades will not break
believe, and our hearts will not bend
though the roads we take might be a different, our iron hearts beat as one
swear that even if the earth is torn asunder, we will live and return here once again"
- 阿散井 恋次 (あばらい れんじ), ブリーチ
還是感到了寂寞，因為想念神起。若是依著我的性子，是不樂意擱淺和置若罔聞的。只是悲傷，恐慌；而人生卻是要快樂來決定。
明天，和再也無法預知即將的年年月月，不知道算不算別离。因為憤怒， 嫉妒，和自己千千万万張面孔無人暸。還是不要說出來較好。“君子和而不同, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-73916530956793235962010-05-09T06:09:00.002+08:002010-05-09T14:33:44.851+08:00Omggggggggg, finally I had recover from that shitty fever which was haunting me for 4 days! Cheeeers, rofl.
Before blogging about Zuno's showcase and everything related to it, my Tokiwo Tomete arrived a few weeks ago, I believe. I'm still waiting for Best Selection, god knows why everything is taking so damn long. *_*
I didn't edit the colourings, or do anything to the curves or balance this Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-5242290371702663292010-05-05T22:08:00.000+08:002010-05-05T22:08:17.005+08:00I'm running a fever, feeling extremely unwell.
It's all because of Junsu, obviously lol.
I'll reply to all emails, messages at livejournal, and will continue whatever shit I have to do (like pictures of Junho's showcase and translations) AFTER I GET WELL.
Please refrain yourself from sending me messages EVERYWHERE. I've read them, and I WILL reply them. Give my body a break.Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-81191636801754830512010-04-29T02:43:00.002+08:002010-04-29T03:08:51.539+08:00Approximately 20 hours and I'll be breathing the same air as Junsu rofl.
Really hoped that the gap in between the barriers will be really wide, I don't mind not able to see him clearly, just don't let anyone groped him or whatever.
This is more like a reverie, still couldn't believe it's really happening ♥
I am bushwhacked myself by the whole crap.
A prolonged crazy battle...
It's not Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-38089201708938783322010-04-26T03:37:00.003+08:002010-04-26T17:14:46.048+08:00Got my sexy ticket to Junho showcase at last. Ticket is quite pretty because it's a card instead of a piece of paper.
A1-D4. A means Package A, people says '1' is located in the first row. Hopefully. If it's really the case, it'll be mad awesome. FIRST ROW JUNSU'S DUCKBUTT WILL BE CLEARER 8D
Membership card and the showcase ticket.
Gift from their sponsors or something. Korea-brand Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-61876673256977453372010-04-15T02:19:00.003+08:002010-04-15T15:32:04.619+08:00I'll make up for everything, everything you lostThe warmth that taught me loveTo protect you, that's why I was bornYou'll be amazed at how I stay by your sideYour sleeping face, my heart shivers, lion heart
Dream a little I wanna stay with youDream a little by your side forever
Finally, all those I've heard but couldn't say had been said. Normally, even though I had heard about them from some Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-47114534301796994492010-04-13T00:00:00.008+08:002010-04-13T23:45:42.093+08:00 We'll continue loving and keep on walking
Believing that our overflowing feelings will be reached
Just like we already met before we were born
And we felt that we've been searching for our dreams together
Watched Jaejoongie with his Sunao ni Narenakute casts in a talkshow live. At some moments, he looked so lost and adorable! Was thinking if he was deciphering the difficult Japanese languageNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-25728372219860650302010-04-09T13:12:00.003+08:002010-04-09T13:18:12.897+08:00Silly me actually weep a little because of this Spongebob comic lawl.
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-52484847022459404202010-04-08T01:06:00.005+08:002010-04-08T14:49:02.483+08:00
Muahahahahaha, my sekxy, prection and fragile An An magazine!
Couldn't explain how motherfucking hard it was to get a copy.
It was released today on 12PM at all three Kinokuniya outlets I believe, and lao niang reached the Bugis outlet at around 2:40PM to find EVERY SINGLE copies were sold out. In ALL outlets. Meaning, it took less than 3 hours, lol. (and he wasn't even half naked wtf. Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-9473519440772081972010-04-04T03:39:00.000+08:002010-04-04T03:39:50.673+08:00
Have I mentioned how awesome my fandom is? I must have. A hundred times, a thousand times, a million times...
My brain and eyes are painful like a bitch. Physically and emotionally tired all of us are today, and the uncountable number of broken hearts - Cassiopeias, Bigeast and fans globally, Avex CEO Max Matsuura, Avex CSO, our boys who must have struggled to decide on this... I'm exhausted, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-3652509362475545882010-04-02T18:44:00.001+08:002010-04-02T18:55:07.769+08:00
DAYUMMMM. :D
Had been spazzing like mad on my Twitter when this was out and I just finished saving a mountain loads of An An pictures (more of screencaps actually, and they are equally dayum)
Fuck those people who were disappointed because they wanted to see Jaejoong naked or wished for some erotic poses. Am happy that he's wearing a shirt and a pants for this photo shoot. Noms. Jaejoong is Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-42661426443160540992010-03-28T13:24:00.001+08:002010-03-28T13:28:54.491+08:00Cause I want to stay next to youMy love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
It does seemed that other fandoms doesn't know things we do. But how we explain when we were supposed to be low profile regarding them? How do we even start explaining?
Where is Jaechunsu?
Why Changmin is there and not the other three?
Jaejoong is in Japan, Junsu is helping Junho in China, but why Yoochun Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-78827349110487839602010-03-27T12:18:00.001+08:002010-03-27T12:22:31.535+08:00
Just like the star that doesn’t leave the dark sky
We’ll carry this dream forever together with love and trust
If I were that person
Once again
I’d hug your hardened heart tightly in my arms forever
I can’t believe how just whispering to you make me so nervous.
Till we can be together in my world.
Misses and still loving Yunjae.
It was so nice back then, a perfect family with daddy and mummy.Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-85081549103081621282010-03-26T05:01:00.002+08:002010-03-26T10:22:57.646+08:00
Memories are fragments of yesterday
That become tomorrow's strength and light
It could have been 5 years, if I did not – out of my impulsive attitude – conclude I was tired of our relationship.
A mere nod of the head when anyone greeted her and declining most invitations for a movie or a lunch – unable to find any good reasons for those girly-frillies. Detests milk chocolates, cakes, sweets, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-87283865400506638682010-03-17T17:01:00.087+08:002010-03-18T21:26:41.310+08:00Looking our from here, the lack surface is very clear - free from impediment, obstruction, or hindrance. There's not even a ripple, just like a strikingly impressive picturesque. The faint details of the boats, oars, sails and even the people travelling on it, it could easily be told. But nobody knows that, under the smooth surface, there could be an undercurrent. They would never know, how cold Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-34158732584400028172010-03-13T09:16:00.007+08:002010-03-17T17:05:13.498+08:00Do not want Jaejoong to feature in AnAn magazine.
Do. Not. Want.
Knew this quite a few days ago, was hoping it is a rumour and continue to be that way. However, right now, it doesn't seemed so anymore. I know I'm probably the minority who didn't like the idea one bit. But really, I wouldn't mind some eye candy with his nekkid chest or back, just, not a birthday suit, he's too precious for thatNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-61237175270161715192010-03-07T02:44:00.009+08:002010-03-09T00:49:22.925+08:00
Wasn't exactly a diligent student. Had to do this for every single paper I'm writing my notes on. It works amazingly, until 時を止めて PV teaser is released lol. Not to mention it's a bonus because it's full of Joongie and I'm bias shit. Ngee Ann Secondary because I took my brother's foolscap.
With All My Heart ～君が踊る、夏～, was second in my most played list and I didn't even realised it till now.
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-90146853689985881772010-02-28T02:25:00.007+08:002010-03-02T23:23:50.627+08:00“何が起こったか？”
偶爾溫柔的熟絡 還有暗示的幽默 你想什麼我不太懂 只曉得期待越多越難過
The three words in Mandarin which slipped out from your tongue whenever my expressions were far away from the usual threatening portrayal you described. Your poker face vanished, eyebrows always burrowing - hopefully with worries and your voice, filled with frustrations and concerns you failed to hide.
Invariably so consoling that you are there. Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-4962790708705893082010-02-22T00:07:00.006+08:002010-03-30T11:35:36.302+08:00To all my readers - I know there aren't a lot, or any, I am still very much alive. Just like DBSK boys, low profile for the while, breathing and finding inspiration, finding who we truly are... We will be back, but will you be still here waiting for us? - I read this question a while ago, but it still struck me with the beauty of "faith". Await, for the break out. DBSK will be back. So shall I. ~Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-5432336534176331762010-02-15T03:32:00.003+08:002010-02-15T03:39:38.668+08:00
Hubby is looking so mad good and that brightens up my day♥
Every time, walking back home, my lovely TVXQ play-list will be playing, the volume set to its maximum and having probably the wonderful-est thoughts running through my mind. Then, there was a time, out of nowhere, feeling to be listening to just instrumentals, and that's then I heard the sound of vehicles, see my ears straining to Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-53524484136796033172010-02-11T01:40:00.001+08:002010-02-11T01:40:56.847+08:00
full of static
quite LQ
imcomplete
and yet
so indescribably wonderfully heartbreaking
With All My Heart ～君が踊る、夏～
Wasn't suppose to cry, but I did. For the first time, it feels so close to their hearts more than ever. I didn't know why or how I heard the solitariness, lacing with so much more it hurts and it hurts again I can't do anything to help or to lessen the impact of the fall.
I Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-71450143681503051802010-02-08T01:52:00.004+08:002010-02-08T02:45:37.767+08:00
:D
310110 Our gods' fanboys' fanmeet. Number 69. The unknown reason behind your cold eyes and seemingly unwilling smile. I will remember.
010210 I cried in my heart. Because no, I do not have any rights to cry when I did nothing when you were alive. I would be totally ashamed of myself, therefore, I could not let myself drop even a tear during the funeral. Rest in peace jiujiu, we willNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-91372356866230495042010-01-30T00:25:00.003+08:002010-01-30T00:41:30.647+08:00"It's okay if I could die. Just afraid that I can't."
I swear I almost bawled right there and then. Couldn't comprehend how much I hated that place. It's just like a living hell, suffering, unable to escape, watching others going through what you are going through, or perhaps even worse.
Took off from work and after 2 hours of waiting, he bombarded us with a thousand and one scientific terms Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-81216872856907362652010-01-29T02:14:00.001+08:002010-01-29T02:14:48.075+08:00
et quatre, the scent of nostalgia even on your back, your hot breath,
Cinq, the eyes which rise even in the darkness; if it's not permitted,
Six, if your tears are reviving, then somehow,
The remains which slowly come to live in 9095
What just happened?
How did I managed to have the courage to speak up what's hidden for so many months.
Or maybe I shouldn't even have started to say anything Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-31158785810037639402010-01-25T23:00:00.003+08:002010-01-29T02:16:05.148+08:0026th January
Thank you God, for your existence in this world
Thank you Fate, for letting you shine on the stage, in front of so many of us
The flowers to grow or flourish with youth and vigour
Is not because of it's gorgeous moment
Or what's behind the brief indefinite interval of time
But the memory it held eternally
Your beautiful personage
It's not entirely because you are shining
Or Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-20480083476180227882010-01-22T01:08:00.001+08:002010-01-22T01:20:00.968+08:00
God knows how much I missed his dorky behaviours. Reading the translations for JJ magazines makes me miss him even more, and I decided I really don't want anyone anymore. ;___;
He said he wanted to get married when he's 28, and I would be like 22. Awesome. Right after I had finished my education. Don't have to work anymore, I just have babies with him.
He likes fingers which are skinny andNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-47466088768708756122010-01-21T02:33:00.000+08:002010-01-21T02:33:01.159+08:00Was watching some old videos of Jaejoong
and this guy, never fails to make me feel better lol
hwaiting, hwaiting!
(I miss him seriously, there aren't any news of him after knowing he had flown to Canada, and it feels so empty right there, couldn't explain it ;__;)
This needs some pimping because it's so fucking awesome and deserves some loving. I'm glad and proud to say that DNBN had also Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-23476978505421376182010-01-20T23:12:00.003+08:002010-01-20T23:20:35.368+08:00
shouldering the burden of both sins and retribution,
my spirit has withered away
fly high! Embrace the blazing passion that flames know
enough to tear the sky
standing firmly on the rubble of lies,
in order to discover a yet unknown world
"don't be afraid"
crying out, from the bottom of my heart
how could you leave me alone here
if you still existed
how great it would be
because it Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-54609907509668192232010-01-16T02:40:00.004+08:002010-01-16T20:33:10.910+08:00
I keep praying don’t forget it
Baby we keep the faith eternally
I keep praying don’t forget it
Baby we keep the faith eternally
I’m now gazing at the far sky now, before dawn
As if I’m making sure to light up the path ahead
Sun will rise repeatedly
There are no endless tears
I can think like that someday, so I will live
Break out! Break out!
The door which leads to tomorrow
The key that opensNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-21912717088467078112010-01-15T01:57:00.000+08:002010-01-15T01:57:29.987+08:00
♥ adorkable lol
the man who never fails to cheer me up whenever the world goes haywire and became shitty
and even before i know it, i'm laughing at his uniquely weird personalityNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-12254379861681678612010-01-14T02:40:00.001+08:002010-01-14T02:45:01.680+08:00
like i ever need concerns from people who don't even care.
jaejoong's voice calmed and cheered me up when i'm feeling grumpy lol. i wouldn't know what to do and where would i be if they doesn't exist, probably in some mental institution.
Break Out PV out.
To be honest, I was feeling angry when I first watch this PV. I'm still now, but way better.
I know Jaejoong looked good. I know Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-8917931112494332472010-01-13T01:15:00.002+08:002010-01-13T01:21:39.399+08:00
See how the gently fallen snow melts in my hand
Disappearing until nothing is left.. like it was never there
Doesn't it seem like the most important things are the most fragile...
We can't hold onto them, they just drift quietly away.
~ TVXQ
I felt I had been detached from the fandom recently.
Of course, I'm still following their every articles and rumours, other than charts rankings / fan Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-20673779683510224012010-01-10T06:48:00.006+08:002010-01-10T07:09:21.207+08:00
(Totally not used to watching cold + ahbengish Jaejoong in "Dating on Earth" lol. I'm so glad that he had chosen to break free from the image SME gave him, it's so much comfortable seeing him smiling and being a complete random dork.)
Later that night, they shared secrets; drawing them on the white sheets, a combination of illusion and fairy tales, making another world, almost an ancient Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-57472223210715621132010-01-05T00:53:00.006+08:002010-01-30T14:04:37.671+08:00
because you loved me
i became who i am now
wind that carries time,
somehow, bring back the eternity from that day
Why did you say bye bye?
I have a secret since as early as maybe April, perhaps not exactly something called a secret, since a person knows about it.
I lied. Many many times. When people asked me "why", my mind never failed came out with an answer quickly, even though they were Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-1720636246923987102010-01-02T03:58:00.005+08:002010-01-02T04:22:17.054+08:00
No, I didn't edit the image to have Jaejoong looked so angelic, the only thing I did was prolly making the image darker, and added more reds and magentas. Okay I did something with the curves too, but that's all.
Sometimes, I have to think that Cassiopeia / Bigeast / just any fans take better pictures of TVXQ better than those professional ones the company hires lol. Original here, seriously, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-60861922101742374832010-01-01T00:10:00.006+08:002010-01-01T01:43:56.841+08:00
want you back
everything that had been lost ever since the start of the lawsuit
i want them back
Mad sleepy now I couldn't remember a thing which happened in chalet fml (actually, i did note the details down somewhere..... rofl). Anyhow, the first thing I heard when I woke up was, "Marmie, why is Jie Jie sleeping so long?" My brother, yes. I swear that monster missed me, muahahahaha. (I Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-89500787235514764872009-12-28T04:15:00.011+08:002010-01-13T01:17:42.887+08:00
This picture. Because it was so awesomely taken, and I miss my OTP. ;_;
This post is specially for the anonymous who commented on this entry.
Before that, I wanted to say Cassiopeia / Bigeast / International fans are jjang for having #tvxq trend twice on their anniversary.
I'm so proud seriously, lol. We ended the 26th with a BANG, and welcomed the 27th as the 7th year for TVXQ. Rise high Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-91344195317868967732009-12-26T00:00:00.009+08:002009-12-26T04:17:35.754+08:00
Happy 6th Anniversary, Dong Bang Shin Ki!
Forever, Rising Gods of the East.
六年的岁月，
我们一同走过；
六年的时光，
见证你们的蜕变；
六年的承诺，
我们不曾一刻食言；
六年的相守，
一直这样陪你们走下去。
∞★｡ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡═—∞★｡ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡—═∞★｡ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡∞
回想六年前的12.26，
五个青涩男孩为梦想踏上征程，
谁也不曾料想得到，
六年后的今天，
他们破茧成蝶，
以亚洲最红天团的身份活跃在世界舞台。
∞★｡ ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡═—∞★｡ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡—═∞★｡ღﾟ☆~!ღ★｡∞
仍如神之初起，
他们带着六年前最本真的梦想继续努力着，
仍是东方神起，
冲破所谓的五年魔咒相伴直到今时今日。
虽然，
此时此刻，
阳光被些许乌云遮蔽，
彩虹还躲在云彩身后，
但是，
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-23249824946493895782009-12-25T06:03:00.003+08:002009-12-25T06:08:23.048+08:00
the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
blessed are those who have not seen and yet believed.
Merry Xmas to my ever awesome boys, to Cassiopeia and Bigeast, to my warmest family, and to my lovely clique!
Heaven's Postman
I cried throughout the first part of the movie while asking why, how could the left side of my chest hurt this much. Blaming the fact that INingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-85850840678965809932009-12-25T01:38:00.011+08:002009-12-26T03:52:11.373+08:00Merry Xmas to my ever awesome boys, to Cassiopeia and Bigeast, to my warmest family, and to my lovely clique!
DBSKnights took down their download links for Heaven's Postman due to some copyright issues I believe. Was so devastated because I had not yet download it since I wanted to wait for my laptop to be back. I was comforting myself with "It's worse for people who had not watched the ending."Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-2987621287553919542009-12-23T00:00:00.001+08:002009-12-23T00:00:03.700+08:00HAPPY TVXQ! DAY!
"During a virtual presidential election by MTV Korea, the group was voted as the "President of the Republic of Korean Music" among thirty other candidates by netizens. Because of this win, MTV and Boombox declared December 23 as “TVXQ Day”."
No pretty picture because my dad sent my laptop for service and I'm using another mini laptop. :(
It's TVXQ's day in another 3 days! Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-79016423444014688232009-12-21T04:19:00.003+08:002009-12-21T04:33:32.285+08:00
My extremely handsome man. ♥♥♥♥♥
Did anyone thought that my previous two posts might not be talking about my lovely classmates? ;D
No time to blog because I was concentrating on "Temptation of Wife" which made me fucking pekchek and frustrated because it was so draggy and the people there are complete bitches yet I couldn't stay away from it because I wanted to know what the fuck happened Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-53856676065225682792009-12-18T03:02:00.002+08:002009-12-18T03:02:17.758+08:00
Because in the end, it's still Kim Jaejoong. ♥
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-14341841499446240912009-12-17T21:02:00.003+08:002009-12-17T21:11:14.925+08:00
I miss and need this man so fucking much right now. T_T
I felt that I had been a complete bitch nowadays, even me myself am freaking annoyed by myself so much that I'm positive I should die.
I need to stfu and keep my thoughts to myself. I had devoted too much. Those who I held dear in my heart, taken away and left... What had I learnt from the endless names in my past? I should never ever Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-63057716161175909992009-12-17T01:46:00.004+08:002009-12-17T02:38:37.630+08:00Regarding the issue, I only have one sentence.
Don't argue with an idiot because people watching may not be able to tell the difference.
Anyhow, gorgeous Jaejoong is gorgeous.
AIYOOO. This man is entirely indescribable, I'm dying everything I see something new of his.
And fuck, HIS WAIST! O_O I'm imagining how good and pleasant it would be to be placing my arms around that pretty and Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-57681969878159668342009-12-16T04:44:00.002+08:002009-12-16T04:51:11.390+08:00
I love my man so very much. ♥♥♥
(The one waving and bitting onto his lower lip....)
I'm very very very very very happy to know that the five of them are together again in Japan to film the music video for their next single 'BREAK OUT ', which means no evil SME and they can celebrate Junsu's birthday and smash his angel face with chocolate cake! Have much fun my bbs~~
Despite our failure in #Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-59400610529243417822009-12-15T03:24:00.001+08:002009-12-15T03:38:30.385+08:00
Panic. Couldn't find the right words, didn't know how to express it.
For a very long time, I had been always watching at one side, with my mouth shut.
依然感恩此世与你结下这奇妙之缘恒久绚烂
无论时间有多漫长
无论距离有多遥远
依然等待你的光荣绽放
~
(screenshot by @linhkawaii at Twitter)
We had #xiahday at number 5 in the trending topic. But Twitter decided to be a bitch and removed it from the list, if not, someone Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-40801114978942717512009-12-14T04:05:00.002+08:002009-12-14T04:41:00.939+08:00
Sorry if this is random, and you're expecting something else lol. But..... /dies I was mass saving her pictures a few minutes ago. Nana is soooo pretty! ;_______;
I had been uhm, forgetting to blog very often nowadays. Thanks to Twitter.
I was reading the fan accounts for the Smile Again fanmeet the first thing I woke up yesterday afternoon. I couldn't remember anything right now, I could Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-61066847515384210382009-12-12T03:09:00.003+08:002009-12-12T03:19:45.056+08:00
Rush ahead! Fly through the strong wind
To a place that's suffused in light and offers hope
Picking up the pieces of a dream I once had,
I'll keep running down the path I believe in
Feeling extremely angry and annoyed with the people getting into depression mood just because their Bigeast fanmeet were cancelled, afterwards assuming that the members don't get along. For me, I definitely do not Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-25160552318540754842009-12-11T02:07:00.000+08:002009-12-11T02:07:42.669+08:00
To protect you, that's why I was born
You'll be amazed at how I stay by your side
Your sleeping face, my heart shivers, lion heart
Dream a little I wanna stay with you
Dream a little by your side forever
Envious.
Of the many fans who could still cheer for other fandoms.
Because simply, I can't. I don't feel the same happiness I had for my boys when 2PM or Super Junior won the award(s). In Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-48434606578467100712009-12-10T01:46:00.002+08:002009-12-10T02:01:26.295+08:00
This is only like 20% of the original size. Can you imagine how big it originally is? LOL. I can even spot his adorable and cute small red pimples. ^^;
無論是遠近什麼世紀 在天堂擁抱 或荒野流離
我愛你我敢去 未知的任何命運
我愛你我願意 准你來跋扈地決定
世界邊境 偶爾我真的不懂你 又有誰真懂自己
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到極限的心
我撐起所有愛 圍成風雨的禁地 擋狂風豪雨
想讓你喘口氣 被割破的信心 需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑 未來看不清 就緊緊的擁抱 去傳能量和勇氣
我愛你
Was digging out all my Chinese albums and ripping them like Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-36208263119755539192009-12-09T02:56:00.001+08:002009-12-26T04:02:51.895+08:00
I'll always believe in the strength that breathes in you
Your persevering appearance has awoken me
And has shown me that we can win it all
These weren't part of my plans at all. After 1E3'05 ended, I didn't even think that there would be another one which is able to make me feel attached. Yet, it happened.
Once bitten twice shy. I only had thoughts of being alone, or either with only one. Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-86407304776217423772009-12-08T03:44:00.002+08:002009-12-08T03:45:53.915+08:00
If I walked on the sea, will I be able to reach you?
If we meet, I’d give you my whole heart
If I meet you by chance along that path
Please acknowledge me
Was discussing with Jinny on the topic "Kim Jaejoong" for 2 hours.
It all started when we went backtracking the interview in GQ Magazine, recalling the uneasiness we felt when we both read it for the first time, and then, 2 hours ago, we Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-87241027702233167392009-12-07T03:38:00.001+08:002009-12-07T04:45:54.483+08:00
I really miss his blonde hair, lmao.
BACK FROM DEADLY RELIGION CLASS! :D
AND I MISS JAEJOONG SFM. ):
So much that I actually cried at night. It's so dramatic I know, I felt so lonely suddenly without knowing what's happening in my fandom and I just want to read anything about him. The feeling sucks so much I was going through my phone book, hoping anyone can hear me out, typing sms after Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-86004066914694940092009-12-04T16:55:00.001+08:002009-12-04T16:58:08.387+08:00
Just cry when you feel like crying, because I know,
that I am every drop of your falling tears, I am every cry that you hold back.
Remember, I am every part of you.
3 more hours and I'm gone.
Need to do a quick post and go do the last few practices for my Ocarina performance later asdfghjkl.
Our Yoshis. Enola's, Me's, Bear's, Jocelyn's, Charlene's respectively.
From Chuen Yee, Dion and Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-16606445928268729312009-12-02T04:48:00.001+08:002009-12-02T04:51:36.182+08:00
Is there a need to say anymore? Like shingz you people seriously.
Re-uploaded the first 30 posts' images and now this place looked much more decent.
I don't fucking understand why people have to hotlink. It's not as if you need to pay for a fucking photobucket or a tinypic account. Nowadays, you don't even have to right-click, save pictures as etc. You can directly use links to upload to Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-6175478989509050912009-11-28T00:16:00.081+08:002009-12-01T23:24:03.997+08:00I AM FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!
HAPPY NINGS = CAPLOCKS FTW.
I'LL DO A PROPER POST LATER.
I'M NEVER GOING TO STOP SHIPPING MY YUNJAE AND BELIEVING IN TVXQ
AND CONTINUE TO KEEP THE FUCKING FAITH.
This is pure shiz, I was so busy with O! that I didn't have the time to do a proper post until the happiness and highness are 85% gone, lmao.
Anyway, this is when my faith had revived for the five boys, and Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-74092920620662651632009-11-27T02:03:00.005+08:002009-12-01T23:38:28.477+08:00
Just for one day I would like to be the bed in your room,
I want to hold you in my chest more warmly
I want to know you a little more through your smallest whispers
I would even win against the monsters in your dreams
Meh am running a fever for 3 days and still am now. My thoughts were clouded with the high temperature that I couldn't pen them down properly. I will do this today, even though Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-29441870099518738682009-11-24T19:52:00.001+08:002009-12-01T23:39:15.614+08:00
saranga uljima
Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-84541468444344063622009-11-23T02:04:00.004+08:002009-12-01T23:46:11.072+08:00This blog post is thoroughly dedicated to my lovely Yoochun's Junsu's __________. (Whatever you wanted to be called bb, lol. ;D)
Transported all the TVXQ related stuffs to my mum's bed and took a shot of them. My brother barged in and commented that I'm crazy rofl. (And I didn't include those random postcards, photos etc bought from Comic Connection. You know what I mean, lol)
I had a spazzingNingshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-29576069081502886022009-11-21T21:34:00.009+08:002009-12-01T23:46:59.229+08:00
DONG BANG SHIN KI; BEST ASIAN STAR ♥
in your face, fo sho! >D
Yes, I had my solinren streaming at 5PM Korean Time sharp. My heart skipping a beat whenever a limo arrive at the scene, not knowing if my beloved three boys would appear. Disappointed, when they didn't appear for the red carpet. Was beginning to think if Mnet pulled another 2007 and I'm preparing how I'm going kill them if they Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-36880202165502214992009-11-21T00:05:00.003+08:002009-12-01T23:49:18.197+08:00
The first Jaejoong picture I saved, when I was reading a BoJoong (BoaxJaejoong) fanfic, urm, 2 years ago, lol.
Everything is bullshit.
Fans believe everything they read (not to mention they believe those speculations people posted too, that's mad, bloody, fucking retarded, you should DIAF) and follow people into hating the members without reason. Continuing saying how JaeChunSu are greedy, Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19741863.post-54550589818458710152009-11-18T18:16:00.002+08:002009-12-01T23:55:13.964+08:00
Bling Bling on Jaejoong because I'm not shameful to flaunt my bias. LOL.
The colors of the flowers sway to the wind
Giving to us its melody
While watching the trail of vapor from an airplane
We walk this path like a music sheet
With our singing voices flowing
When in short-sleeves and in a lawn of a park
We're brought back as boys who soar through the sky
Hey, if someone starts running Ningshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12368727533757277356noreply@blogger.com1