I realized that I might be happier if I am with a girl. 


OK, that was a crazy random thought.

It just struck me that I can't, and I don't know how, to use the sweet tone to males. It is a seldom or a never that I'm able to feel anything close to "omg falling in love is so friggin amazing" or the cliche "butterflies in your stomach" thing -- I'm just going to left feeling fucking irritated instead.

Oh yeah, please do keep in mind that whenever I talk about anything like that, our precious five boys are a different story, lol.

When it comes to girls, however, it's just different, especially those that treat me well. Time to think about my sexuality? Lol, I kid.

Apart from that, I'm fascinated once again how fate actually works. I'm not sure if this particular special person will drop by here, but I'm really glad to meet her despite that I've no make-up on, my hair tied in a messy lazy ponytail and in the ugliest waitress uniform -- what circumstance!

Stilllllllll, it's nice, really. :'D



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My sweetheart. I feel happiness swelling in me whenever I take a look at it. It's in the preeeeetieeest and babiest pink, I can't even lolol.

... My iPod died though. It was kind of depressing. I mean this lovely baby accompanied me through my bus/MRT rides, my midnight walks and when I was sad and needed an escape... things like that.



I love you even though you aren't anywhere near pink but a ugly blue. xx

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I realized that I might be happier if I am with a girl. 


OK, that was a crazy random thought.

It just struck me that I can't, and I don't know how, to use the sweet tone to males. It is a seldom or a never that I'm able to feel anything close to "omg falling in love is so friggin amazing" or the cliche "butterflies in your stomach" thing -- I'm just going to left feeling fucking irritated instead.

Oh yeah, please do keep in mind that whenever I talk about anything like that, our precious five boys are a different story, lol.

When it comes to girls, however, it's just different, especially those that treat me well. Time to think about my sexuality? Lol, I kid.

Apart from that, I'm fascinated once again how fate actually works. I'm not sure if this particular special person will drop by here, but I'm really glad to meet her despite that I've no make-up on, my hair tied in a messy lazy ponytail and in the ugliest waitress uniform -- what circumstance!

Stilllllllll, it's nice, really. :'D



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.



My sweetheart. I feel happiness swelling in me whenever I take a look at it. It's in the preeeeetieeest and babiest pink, I can't even lolol.

... My iPod died though. It was kind of depressing. I mean this lovely baby accompanied me through my bus/MRT rides, my midnight walks and when I was sad and needed an escape... things like that.



I love you even though you aren't anywhere near pink but a ugly blue. xx

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