"He shot right through my heart." Best cheesy line for this picture ever lol. ♥

I graduated from the school being very proud of myself. I never, once, had the thirst of getting better despite being glad about my assignment. It certainly had been 2 long weeks -- the despair of losing my thumb-drive and having to re-do every single thing, the stubborn codes which refused to appear correctly, the disappointing words by my lecturer telling me how much I had lacked, the countless midnights I struggled with the shitty program just so I can meet my expectations, and last but not least the feeling of achievement when things were done and compliments were heard. Delighted, it sure had measured my self-worth.

you know what I hate the most? - I hate the B+ the most. It's not a C - aka Can't-do-this kinda grade. Somehow, it's so much better if it is because a B++ = the half-ass or last minute effort of someone who has the full potential of being an A grade student but fall short because of his/her lack of determination. - PM Linh

After this project, I then decided that I don't want a "B" grade in my life anymore and I will never be satisfied by that -- very much because I had read that awesome entry linked above -- when I had so much to offer and so many places I can improve! I see so much potential in myself if I actually worked hard so never, ever, in my life am I going to say, "I will be glad if I had a 'B' grade."

So, I had known them for 2 years and despite that being short, has never made the difference of how I am right now than the past any less obvious. They like love letters, meeting up with their boyfriends while I cringe at cheesy and prefer chilling in-front of my computer. They adore ice-cream and cakes while I think chili padis can make people happy.

We had so much differences in us, but they were the very first friends who doesn't laugh at the love I had for my five boys, who doesn't hate me just since I am not social enough for them, who wasn't tired by my overly-emotional and unemotional self (lol), who never showed so much concern just because I'm a vegetarian... I appreciate their existence a lot, really. ;')

And and and and and, I had passed my final theory test! \O/
Dad suggested me taking auto, probably not having faith at me and I was agreeable to it at first but I thought it is a pity that I didn't give manual a try. It is a choice I took long enough to decide, but hey, I don't want to live in regrets that I didn't challenge myself with manual.

PS: I need more heels.
PPS: I hope I can continue holding onto these happiness for a very long time. There's so much being planned for the near future to grasp onto and I can't wait for them to be confirmed as well. xo

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"He shot right through my heart." Best cheesy line for this picture ever lol. ♥

I graduated from the school being very proud of myself. I never, once, had the thirst of getting better despite being glad about my assignment. It certainly had been 2 long weeks -- the despair of losing my thumb-drive and having to re-do every single thing, the stubborn codes which refused to appear correctly, the disappointing words by my lecturer telling me how much I had lacked, the countless midnights I struggled with the shitty program just so I can meet my expectations, and last but not least the feeling of achievement when things were done and compliments were heard. Delighted, it sure had measured my self-worth.

you know what I hate the most? - I hate the B+ the most. It's not a C - aka Can't-do-this kinda grade. Somehow, it's so much better if it is because a B++ = the half-ass or last minute effort of someone who has the full potential of being an A grade student but fall short because of his/her lack of determination. - PM Linh

After this project, I then decided that I don't want a "B" grade in my life anymore and I will never be satisfied by that -- very much because I had read that awesome entry linked above -- when I had so much to offer and so many places I can improve! I see so much potential in myself if I actually worked hard so never, ever, in my life am I going to say, "I will be glad if I had a 'B' grade."

So, I had known them for 2 years and despite that being short, has never made the difference of how I am right now than the past any less obvious. They like love letters, meeting up with their boyfriends while I cringe at cheesy and prefer chilling in-front of my computer. They adore ice-cream and cakes while I think chili padis can make people happy.

We had so much differences in us, but they were the very first friends who doesn't laugh at the love I had for my five boys, who doesn't hate me just since I am not social enough for them, who wasn't tired by my overly-emotional and unemotional self (lol), who never showed so much concern just because I'm a vegetarian... I appreciate their existence a lot, really. ;')

And and and and and, I had passed my final theory test! \O/
Dad suggested me taking auto, probably not having faith at me and I was agreeable to it at first but I thought it is a pity that I didn't give manual a try. It is a choice I took long enough to decide, but hey, I don't want to live in regrets that I didn't challenge myself with manual.

PS: I need more heels.
PPS: I hope I can continue holding onto these happiness for a very long time. There's so much being planned for the near future to grasp onto and I can't wait for them to be confirmed as well. xo

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