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Thursday, January 06, 2011 // 5:29 AM





The lengthy translations via twitlonger, they made me cry - too easily. It was depressing to know too much but you're the same helpless being.

Cassiopeia. Apart from being the largest fandom in the world, apart from how we never fail to give our boys' the biggest support and make them the number 1 on all charts, it was the unity we shared, our bond, our love and care towards each other despite total strangers that made me feel so proud to say, "Hey, I am a Cassiopeia."

I had never believe in any friendships particularly ever since that accident so long ago I couldn't remember how many years, but I had always thought Cassiopeia is on a different level, like family members, yet not quite there, like best friends, but definitely more than that.

I abhor -- more of disappointed though, how we are bashing because of our difference in our thoughts and thinkings. I'm not saying I am supportive of their decisions made, even though I am thwarted and I do feel that fan-sites should remain neutral despite everyone had their own opinions, but couldn't people see that bashing each other wouldn't be helping anything, it destroys the bond and harmony we previously had.

I truly hope that this fandom can remain how we were previously, even though our point of views are thoroughly different, but we should be more understanding rather than getting enraged, no matter how absurd their reasons are or how ridiculous of where they are coming from.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm one of the few who actually looked at TVXQ and saw five people with five separate dreams and five separate destinies.

Other than that... Jesus, I miss those days when I listened to TVXQ, feel every fibre of my body learning the every bit of their talent, even though tears do fall when "Love in the Ice" was played, they were at least tears of pride. Nowadays, I couldn't even click onto the tracks they previously sang as five... like the Pandora box, I don't have the courage to open the drawers in my heart; letting the past be buried deeply...

"She" - DBSK
... I'm so exhausted


"Say that you always love me, you are the only one I know."
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OpenID lellihir said...

"Jesus, I miss those days when I listened to TVXQ, feel every fibre of my body learning the every bit of their talent, even though tears do fall when "Love in the Ice" was played, they were at least tears of pride. Nowadays, I couldn't even click onto the tracks they previously sang as five... like the Pandora box, I don't have the courage to open the drawers in my heart; letting the past be buried deeply..."
This is what I feel too. :(

2:44 AM  
Blogger nings said...

@lellihir *huggles* <33

2:50 AM  

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