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Wednesday, December 15, 2010 // 1:34 AM





When she continuously slept through the day and night, when she fully know she wasn't sleepy anymore but felt the need to sleep, thinking that she might just be merely too tired. When she was hungry during the day and night but chose to sleep it off, not that she did not feel the hunger, but she couldn't even feel the need to eat, not that she will die from it anyway.

It never occurred to her that there was something wrong with her. She had completely went out of track. It's crazy, how she actually admitted that she felt lonely, in tears, for the first time throughout her whole lifetime.  


Remember the days when all of us were still together, 
we felt so high and mighty, like nothing can separate nor bring us down?

Remember the days when you are my medicine box, 
when I will turn to you when I cry, and you would sound so comforting and I will smile?

These days, I don't even know who to exactly turn to when I feel sad. 
I'm so afraid to hear your voice, 
afraid to hear my heart shaking even louder than your words.


Like someone who had gone through too much in her life just to survive that putting the past behind seemed like an impossible task. At the faint traces of happiness that seemed to have crept into her life, she thought it was finally spring after a long cold winter, only to find her pushed further into sorrow and unhappiness.


This is a bit irrelevant, but Happy Birthday Junsu! ♥


"Say that you always love me, you are the only one I know."
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2 Comments:

Blogger -ika- said...

can i copy this 1 ning -->
Remember the days when all of us were still together,
we felt so high and mighty, like nothing can separate nor bring us down?

....
thank you

6:01 PM  
Blogger nings said...

Sorry for the late reply -IKA-, yes you may copy this, but do leave a credit somewhere, thanks! :D

6:02 PM  

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