It's the bloody TOKYO DOME!
They made it, they've just fucking made it! :'D

It belongs to brand new starts and well deserved ends, belongs to lighted stages and arena chills. -baby_skies

It was amazing, even beyond amazing. I'm just so proud of them. Both theirs and our dreams had came true. It was no long a dream, it was here, for them, and for us to grab.



We're finally here, can you believe it?


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Fucking finally. I was pondering if I should change bs, I meddled with my PS for 48 long hours, and still not satisfied. But it doesn't seem to look like I could do anything better. D:

Happy with DBSK'S Japanese and Korean FANS annoyance of ___ group using DBSK's name to gain fame. Translated.

First, I know I'm not alone.

Second, it proves that I'm not mad or increasing my percentage of entering the IMH.

Third, I doubt they are going to gain from anything with the continuous objection and condemnation. Well, except those blind, denial, sibei tiongxim fans. But like I've said, fans can't be blamed.

It is the company. For using my dear boys (who is heading to TD today for concert and earning mountains of money! Not throwing off money to stand there *coughs*) to gain attention and of course, playing with the media use which it's called UN-Peul.

Just learnt this word today too. 8D

Media playing? See if that helps you break the Oricon chart record then.
I gotta blingbling like LED~

And you, bitch, named "Boys over Flowers". Stick to your SUJU and leave my boys alone if you don't love them anymore.


I'm so excited for the concert! I just got the feeling I would just feel too proud for them that I teared. LOL. My dear boys must have been feeling jittery and butterflies in their stomach. Yoohooo! Fighting ne~

TSC DVD had announced the released date. Good grief, the tour not even over yet. It's costing ￥5,800 which Yahoo! Finance says it's equivalent to S$88. I still have AADBSK3 which is an amazing 200 Sing dollars.

Plus, I wanna go for the Encore Mirotic Con. D:

Burning running man

I wanna buy Pudding later, because it's Jaejoong's favourite food currently.
andit'sathreemoredaystoourfirstanniversary

edit: i just downloaded a zip folder consisting for 700+ yunjae fics. pure pleasure. (´ー`)y-~~


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Furthermore, Tohoshinki did not depend on the Hallyu-wave to get this opportunity to perform at the Tokyo Dome. The fact that they started from the bottom as J-pop artistes, and managed to achieve these results after working so hard, holds a lot of meaning for them.

Source: TVXQHaNa
Translation credits: mandasoh@iscreamshinki
Shared by: heyjj + iscreamshinki.net

I don't have to further explain the details behind the letters. Yes, I'm still hell annoyed.


"We're so close to reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing it was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close, so close..."
- So Close, Jon McLaughlin

Let's embrace tomorrow, where DBSK and Cassiopeias' dream come true.
DongBang fighting! ♥♥♥♥♥


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What's up with the eh eh eh eh eh behind?
Their voices are shit annoying.
They should have carry on with their usual style which suit our taste buds more rather than adding some unknown vibe (reggae?)

And the cover is ugly what the fuck.



I need to listen to LITI.


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Marty Friedman, former lead guitarist of heavy metal band Megadeth and a Japanophile recently shared his thoughts on TVXQ / DBSK / Tohoshinki:

"They would sell even if they weren’t good looking! TVXQ’s singing ability is worth its value in money.

TVXQ, an accapella dance group from Korea, and who attended last year’s Kouhaku Uta Gassen, can be said to be the representative of “Global J-pop” with their impressive harmonizing.

Maybe fans will say it’s bullshit, but to me, if you can sing, you’ll be able to sell even if you weren’t good looking, right?

Their song [Bolero], is a great ballad that showcases their super vocals.
What surprised me was that compared to other J-pop ballads, the feeling for this song is dark. The beat is slow, and there was no usage of guitars etc. Even so, the song gave off a dark and haunting vibe to me.

I like K-pop too, and I listen to it often, and there are of course other songs with dark vibes too. The difference with J-pop is that K-pop uses Classic music as it’s foundation, thus naturally creating a melody with a dramatic feel.

At the “ending climax”, one person (Jaejoong) uses an almost feminine pitch to produce the effect of harmonizing between men and women; the harmonization from the 5 of them is amazing!"

(translation cr: mandasoh@iscreamshinki.net / sharingyoochun@wordpress)
Source: [大吧 + heyjj]

This feeling was unexplainable.
Seeing people from different cultures and even totally different music styles comment on these boys. It was really something special.
DBSK just raises the word 'idol' to another standard. :D

My mum is worrying the shit out of me.
She kept asking me if it was H1N1 and urged me to go to the doctor.

Deeply inside, I was afraid. What if it was? I got to be quarantined in that unknown place with my family members and those whom I had visited while I was sick. But truthfully, I don't think I had fever anymore. I'm merely coughing insanely.

I've fallen sick at such a bad timing. Poop.


I don't fucking comprehend why people would actually waste time, create a bloody post to comment on people they hated/annoyed or whatever shit.

Why? I'm so sorry that Yunjae shippers can't be as matured as you had thought us to be.

p/s: I've just went crazy over Hongki after watching FO. I know I'm idiotically late, but I guess I was still mad at Taeyeon to watch it? Lol.


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I'm surprised by how fast the pictures were already on net. I'm jealous over Desiree to death! D: There were fancams during the press conference that Jaejoong was actually jealous or rather appearing pissed off when Yunho hugged a guy~~~ (kkk)

And then... Yunjae overload at Tokyo Friends Park! ♥♥♥


PINK!JAE!




Jaejoongie totally molested Yunho. LOL.


Do you actually have to do this? *rolls*
It was rare to see Jaejoong this romantically initiative. Baby~


Yunjae ftw mien!


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My computer crashed. And I'm using another hard disk. All my precious Jaejoong will be gone, and I'm trying my best to track them, again. I seriously fucking hate it when my hard disk just have to be reformatted.

And now, I'm running a fever, suffering from a weird taste in my mouth because I just puke two times and coughing endlessly. (I'm actually thinking if I got some Swine flu since I just you know... came back from the airport and all...)

By right, I should be meeting Jo at 7PM, but I reached at like 9PM. LOL.
*coughs* I was supposed to wake up by the Doushite song alarm, but instead I was dreaming of Jaejoong singing Doushite to me, and I let it vibrate for a full 30 minutes before I suddenly jerked up.

Plus, I didn't see Jaejin. Because Seung Hyun pulled down his mask (yes, everyone wore mask. comeonyoman, Singapore is safe) and I was electrified and when I realised it, Jaejin is gone. *cries and kicks a fuss*

There were fanboys! LOL. They screamed okay? Literally screamed! One actually climbed on top of the another to see a better view. Quite adorable don't you think so? Maybe they even liked DBSK. *rolls*

Then, Jo, her friend and me were spazzing. Okay maybe only me, since I got to show off my love for Jaejoongie.

Is there actually a way to revive all your files even after your hard disk is formatted? T_T


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I need Yunjae fics nao. D:
Oh, and I just realised that the image I've posted below, the rings on Jaejoongie's fingers belong to U-know Yunho! ♥ I know all of us are too focused on his arm muscles to notice that

JaejinFT Island with Jolinna later.

edit: YAYYAYYAY! I found my quotes!!!! I'm so happy I can cry for 5 years! I went google, and I search my site (being lame yes), and then I clicked on Cache and and and View Source! Omg, I LOVE YOU JAE!

edit ii: Nahbuay, I was reading a Yunjae fic, and the author was writing Hyo Joo fucking Jaejoong. Out of all woman, Hyo Joo. -.- This is outrageous.


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I'm so screwed.

Blogger was trying to fuck with me and codings was cut off. I had to re do everything single thing which I'm very glad I have DBSK's tracks playing and HX encouraging me I would be fine in the end. Still, I couldn't find my lovely DBSK quotes anymore. T_T Did anyone actually save them?

Oh, and I apologized if we are close to each other, and you are kinda important to me, but you know, I just forgot to link you. But I really doubt I did miss any lovely people.




I'm so brain dead now Jae.

Revive me.


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I LOVE YUNJAE!!!!
(even though there are surely moments when I wanted to be in Jaejoong's arms, and just push Yunho away........ *coughs*)




Jaejoongie TOTALLY looked like his wife here~~~~~!!!

♪┏(・o･)┛♪┗ ( ･o･) ┓♪┏ ( ) ┛♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪┏(･o･)┛♪

(and zee is disturbing me now, so i just told her to pee first. IM SO HAPPY!)

And I love how Min always caught their lovely dovey moments. AIGOO~

And then I wanted to post these yesterday, but I don't want to flood away Zee's birthday post, so I got to control my fingers and mouse and the exhilaration from clicking the "New Post". Yeh~











JAE IS SO CUTE!!! (this is when I want to push Yunho away)








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HAPPY BIRTHDAY OTP ~ ZEE! :D

Yup, two hours late. Nevertheless, happy birthday! (Shoot, I'm tongue tied and sleepy. D:)

but yeah~ thank you for being there hearing me rant and curse non-stop because our yunjae is screwed. for being the first one to ask if i'm okay when something regarding jaejoongie pops out. and i guess you are prolly the first one whom see me react so impossibly insanely. lol.

*coughs* have fun with yunnie. i'll be taking jaejoongie to my house for tonight.

:)



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Talk Ment #1
Read Steph's later but I have to point out that dammit, Jaejoong cried, okay? Steph told me later he was basically saying that if it wasn't for the fans, they wouldn't be here today etc etc etc and asdfghjkl his eyes were red and tearing up and dammit I almost cried too. Crap.

Wasurenaide
→ Crap, Jae is still near tears/crying. He couldn't do his chorus perfectly because of it. Chun pats his shoulder as they walk back to the stage but even Chun looks affected and Su seems overwhelmed too ;___________; I confess, I cried as well. Because I was wondering why Jae was crying and when Wasurenaide played, I got to thinking about some stuff in my life and shit, I started crying and then Jae just had to cry too ;________________________;

Ment for Begin

Begin
→ Jae still seems upset. Su keeps looking at him as they sing and even Yunho seems affected. There's more...depth in his voice than usual.

Nobody Knows
→ Feedback happened during one of the chorus, loud enough that JaeMin took out their earpieces quickly.

Taxi
→ I think Jae hasn't fully gotten control of himself. He messed up his part of the chorus a little ;____; Crap, everyone seems affected.

Forever Love
→ The back to back slow songs isn't helping I think, Su's part was even more emotionally powerful than usual and that's saying something.

Box in the Ship
→ At the start, there was a loud clatter before the lights came up. Turns out Chun was kneeling down to retie his boots' laces. JJ is finally smiling

YH: oh-e-oh-e-oh ebi___!
CM: oh-e-oh-e-oh nagoya!
JJ: oh-e-oh-e-oh dou iu koto? again with the real soy sauce bottle asdfghjjkl roflmao!
YC: oh-e-oh-e-oh minna ok?
JS: oh-e-oh-e-oh hitsumabushi!

→ Jae asks where's a good place to eat hitsumabushi, lol. Su stares at him, flabbergasted, laughed and shouted "1 2 3 oh-e-oh-e-oh otokiri (?) no histumabushi!" (I think Steph knows where the place is, lol)

fanaccount by: sevenkai

Gosh, I just felt like the sky had dropped down when I was reading those parts when Jae cried and I just shed. For the first time, I really wished I know what he was thinking then, it drives me to the brink of insanity not knowing anything about him. I don't know how to exactly describe how I was feeling now. Certainly, I was relieved and most definitely glad that he cheered up in the happy song and could joke so jaejoong-ishly. Still, my imaginations got over me and just jumbled up and burnt my tongue, having me unable to tell the aftertaste apart.

Not that the rumour regarding the new Korean law does make anything better. Why can't those lame shitty stuffs just leave us alone and let us fangirl peacefully?

The only stuff worth be to be happy about was probably that I brought the smiley shirt. D:


I love you Jae. ♥
ここにいるよ 忘れないで


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Pissed off with the Korea music industry



It's just inequitable. When 5 of them had to work their asses for 1 year and 7 months, starting from scratch to finally get recognised, another 5 can easily named themselves as "one of the most popular korean boybands" and just pay so they can enter tokyo dome.

And when one needed 9 years to eventually have her English polished, some random 5 needed only 2 years to enter the US Industry without speaking decent angmoh wei.

*roll eyes*

Therefore, I thought those who had their positions now because they truly work hard for it, should be more credited.

Whatever, because we see things differently, and when everything dies down, it will be them who stand out most.


Away from the sensitive subject,



KAWAII NEII~~~~




p/s: in any way you felt angry, set up your own blog and you can flame me as much as you want. :)

p/p/s:



Hubby-ah, haolian-ing. lurlz. 8D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMMA!
HAPPY OPPA'S DAY!

How beautiful, fathers' day and mother's birthday clashing together.
But I doubt none of them are in the mood to celebrate.
D:


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Marlboro... and this D':

But yeh whatever.

I dreamt of Jaejoongie yesterday~ I guessed something major happened, I was sitting down on a sofa with some random people I couldn't remember, he came over and hug me.

And then he said:

I'll protect you, and those whom you loved.

omuaigourd♥


p/s: I watched the teaser of SNSD's second mini album, it's awesome and it's still awesome. I think I'm going to the library later, to urm, borrow some books. *chuckles at self* And I just saw Zee's blog, now I'm almost tearing. D:


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I SERIOUSLY DIDN'T EXPECT JAEJOONGIE TO WEAR THE GIORDANO'S SMILEY SHIRT!



:O



I love your butt Jae~ and your double chin because it just shows that you're eating well.





I love you I love you I love you ♥
& yes, the next step I wanna do is to get that shirt even if almost everyone wears it now, but it just different when Jae is included in the 'everyone'~


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KIM JAEJOONG IS LOVE LOVE LOVE
I don't care if he doesn't belong only to me.
But I belong to him only, and fuck you right back yo.

Anyway I had fun with Hyunjoong's GF and Lun's LP.
Lol, actually, I don't planned to blog, but since you girls did.... :|

Was surprised how my voice just came back. Like I could sing 月牙湾 and 我就是这样 which I had never thought I will succeed ever since I lost my voice. This is hm, good news.

I love my FRH clique. Even though I do wonder where does my love for them flew to now.

OH and I just realised a former Jaejoong-fan turned into Junsu's.
YAY, JAEJOONG IS UNOFFICIALLY MINE & OFFICIALLY YUNHO'S. ^o^


p/s: Of course Hyunjoongie's, you can call me up at 2AM just like how your boyfriend did to my hubs too lol. And thanks for your cardigan. :)


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JOONGIE IS SHO KEWT!
when Yunnie passed him the black towel

He's like smiling non-stop. LIKE NON-STOP.
And he just forgotten how to wipe his sweat himself >8D
Jae-ah, YOU GOT TO LEARN HOW TO RELAX! Although I know it's difficult.

YUNJAE PAWNS! Aish, I'm loving this moment so much, my body is burning with marshmallows and gummies.

And omg, I still hadn't sleep and I have to go out with my friends later. Lol. :|


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FUCKER.

I fucking hate people who kept pestering me for something when she doesn't even bloody do it. If all of can't bloody hell decide for something, YOU FUCKING DECIDE IF YOU ARE SO ANXIOUS.

Don't get annoyed by me because I can't be like you and take the fucking lead.

Not to mention, you can't gave me a proper answer too. You only went around and forcing people for answers.

CCB.

No mood to go into details about events regarding yesterday.

Everything was quite fun (there were a few eye candies 8D), not including the countless lanjiaos (hard even _|_) grinding against my back (i'm so sorry jaejoongie~) and the childish-ahbengs-and-ahlians-tio-dai-ji shit. Was like protecting Jo and myself, but failed her because she was helping me too. Thanks Umma.

Then, followed Jo walked from Clarke Quay to Shaw House. :D
My leg literally broke, and my ankle still hurts a little now.
I was in a 7cm heels, mind you.

(oot: i met vonne, jerr and joe. And Jo's cutie washed my hair ^___^")

K with HX and Amanda tomorrow! YAY!

I finished a blogskin for Yunjae's bloggie~ ♥

And SNSD's comeback next week!


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(my brother even agrees he is annoying lol)

Omeeee!

I just found out SNSD had a new reality show (not exactly new, cos it's like one month ago and it's already announced that they will stopped filming the show already) - Horror Movie Factory!

But crisps! I missed my Sooyoung, Taeyeon, Sunny, Tiffany and Jessica! D:

Gonna watch it now. Hehe, so excited~ ;p

♥

edit: Now I got some headache with their continuous dolphin screaming. ._.
Taeyeon and Sunny saved me for 8 minutes. I don't know, the purpose of the show isn't properly focused, but it was fun watching the girls. Still, it's enough.

I need to listen to Jaejoong now~ and sleep with his voice.
When I wake up, it would be a long day. :D


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Edit: Fuck. I was about to open up my packet of chips, and when a bloody, brown, dirty-looking and fugly shitty roach crawled fucking fast AROUND my packet of chips. And I had to use my thumb + forefinger and throw the whole packet back into the drawer in less than a second. Fuck you, ugly thing! You won't even let me eat my chips! Not to mention I only ate laksa ):


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even if the tight string had come lose
i'll made my way to welcome you back to that place

用起伏的背影 挡住哭泣的心
有些故事 不必说给 每个人听
许多眼睛 看的太浅太近
错过我没被看见 那个自己

用简单的言语 解开超载的心
有些情绪 是该说给 懂的人听
你的热泪 比我激动怜惜
我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

等 下一个天亮
去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗
有些积雪会自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁达的天堂

等下一个天亮
把偷拍我看海的照片送我好吗
我喜欢我飞舞的头发
和飘着雨还是眺望的眼光

时间可以磨去我的棱角
有些坚持却永远磨不掉
请容许我 小小的骄傲
因为有你这样的依靠

I miss H :(


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sarcasm is your forte; misdirection is your art. he'll never find out if you just imitate his accent, laugh at him, direct attention to someone else. it's desperate, it's unlike you; it disgusts you.

but oh, how you want him to figure it out, because this is killing you. each time he looked at you, his eyes burn you. each time he smiles at you, he cuts a little deeper. with each easy 'hi' comes a fresh wound. each laughing you look good today is another blow. each i know, i love you too is another incision into your heart.

he is killing you and by god, you're fucking terrified

inkin brushes

I bet many of you understands, have gone this through too.
But I can swear no one knows how this feels right now.


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Dog Poop.

I wasn't even suppose to feel like this. I should be able to feel warmth and love and comment something like "This is another reason why I love DBSK."




But my love for Yunjae just win everything. Making everything much more difficult, and it hurts too much.

D:

When I opened Msword, I just don't have the mood to translate anything. It was sudden, as if doing this was for the sake of doing it, for I had promised I will finish everything to everyone. I felt I wasn't doing it for myself, not even for anyone. And that, no one will exactly really appreciate what I did and I would just be disappearing into the background.


Congratulations to Typhoon becoming a dadddy! LOL. Typhoon's puppies is just too... charismatic. Like the owner himself.


KIM JAEJOONG, I LOVE YOU!
I swear I need to chill out alone tomorrow.
So much had happened within a short few hours that it's pressing me so hard.


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Yes, even me felt that we had distanced from each other. A lot. The thought of it does actually made me sad. But when you said that you just preferred yourself being alone just makes me feel better.

Everyone, including myself and you, deserves quality time being lonely, to think about things, feel the surroundings around you, and you never knows, you might even feel a new emotion, get inspired and learn something new about yourself, because this always happened to me when I chose to be alone.

We may had not truly talked for a long time. Hadn't spoke to each other for like god knows for how long. But never hesitate to come over here when you are prepared to go to the other side of your virtual wall.

Just remember, I'm always there behind you despite the fact that I have my new friends, dates etc.

You're still the best, and fighting! ♥


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Fuck. How could two nightmares hurt so much?
How could the dream reminding me of the incident 3 years ago wound me so massively?


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Being a fangirl is so difficult eh?

One moment I was so depressed with the crying scene, the next moment I got overwhelmed by him. And then today I cried today when I woke up because I dreamt I quarreled with Jae, the second time.

But this was okay. Because I woke up with The Way U Are, and Jae's voices in the subsequent songs just eased me.


The thing is, I also felt that I could never be close to people anymore.


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HAPPY HYUNJOONG's DAY ~

Too much of overreactions
Too much calculations
Too much of "Don't you think so?"

Too many people, when speaking, forgot if the person they are talking to, wanted to listen.

Languages and words are created thus, enabling us to communicate easily.
How could it turned to the beginning of chaos.





i'm amazed how fast i had recovered.

those days, when i fuck my time crying the shit out because he's kissing someone.

right now, it was pure admiration for him. you are so great jae. beyond my dreams, fantasies and imagination.

i won't cry anymore. i won't felt heartbroken.
because you did this in your fullest, filled with your dedication for this work along with the uncountable mirotic promotions. you took care of yourself so well that yunnie said that you didn't even get sick.


dependence.
we all need someone to lean on, at some point of time.
when we are happy
when we feel bored
when the tears won't stop

it's just a difference of who you choose to rely on for those different occasions. it can truly bring warmth to your heart when you realize that same friend of yours always rushes to your side as fast as she can when things go wrong. no matter how trivial the matter is, no matter how bad the friend is at expressing or comforting you, no matter how the friend has a zillion other more important things to do at the same moment - that friend chooses you and stays with you. maybe not physically, but definitely mentally and emotionally. even when the dialogue stops, the friend wonders if your tears have dried and if you are still thinking of those silly thoughts.

i'm thankful for you guys, for going through the jae-fliming-a-drama disheartening shit with me. i know i had been difficult, acting like a spoilt brat and getting even whiny sometimes. this had finally got itself a full stop now.

you people know who you are.

thank you. ♥~


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I did it.

I didn't hate her when I watched the kissing scene.

How could I possibly hate her, when she's the person I wanted to be most?


Jae, I'm proud of you really; at the same time I'm hurting so much inside.


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The thought of it is still so agonizing.

Of course, how wouldn't it be? Throughout so many months, the eagerness I felt, the anticipation I carried along with me, and using less than a day, my dream just evaporated without any trace. Jae-ah~


我願意為你　忘記我姓名
就算多一秒　停留在你懷裡
失去世界也不可惜

我願意為你　被放逐天際
只要你真心　拿愛與我回應
什麼都願意　什麼都願意　為你


p/s: Happy Micky Yoochun Day!



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I am grateful to Bear, Jo, especially YuBB for giving me a definite answer. I thought I just needed that answer to convince myself that I really shouldn't go and that, I would have no regrets.




I love you Jae. <3


(Bear-ah, I kept listening to Just Dance. T_T)


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